Read about my American Idol experience from the beginning
It's been a very nerve-wracking day... tomorrow is the big audition and I'm starting to care WAY too much about how I do. During this whole process, I've said over and over that as long as I get to sing, it will have been a success. Hell, at this point it's already a success just because telling people about it makes them see me in a whole new light. But still, I want to do well. My mind can't help but wander and think about what could be. I just don't want to feel disappointed if I don't get to sing or if I get cut right away. I mean, I think I'm a good singer but I don't exactly have the body of teen heart-throb. But if they can turn Clay Aiken from what we was into what he is, then I know they can see through the package to the real talent.
I don't know how I'm going to get to sleep tonight.